𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐦'𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬:
Dear friends,
This is a brief message from me to you. It's not about negative thinking, but yeah, emotions do fluctuate depending on your circumstances and state of mind. I quote Kahlil Gibran from 'The Prophet': On Death. 'Then Almitra spoke, saying, We would ask now of Death:
And he said:
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one'.
In any case, I have said that most of my physical attributions are at the feet of the Lord Almighty. As I stated earlier that my health is under scanner with cardiac problems (CVD) B.P., bipolar depression, insomnia, anxiety, etc. These may appear to be common syndromes, but it is taking teerible tole on my mind. I am under intensive treatment of Dr. Ashwini Mehta, President of Dharambira Heart Centre and Department of Cardiology, Sir Ganga Ram Hospital. I'm getting fairly satisfactory medical treatment.
In my life, I have been attached to 3 men. Lord Buddha said, 'attchment leads to misery'! Yet in life we do get attached with one another, and we may not get, expected response from the person we love. Be that as it may. I lead a private and simple life. I don't expect too many things from anyone, any longer. I live in 'my own world', so to say, where I dream of being able to do something for those who need me, share my love and feelings with those who are deprived of it and help people in which ever way I'm capable of. Just in case something happens to me or I'm not alive, do not feel sad. Pain of loss subsides over a period of time and the world moves on. We have seen people leave this word and yet we all survive. From a young age of 11 years when I was blessed with 'divine light of initiation to Nirvana', it was difficult for people to understand. Ofcourse, my mother, Smt. Lajjya Devi fully knew my state of mind. Nothing attracted me, wealth or power! I am a totally self-made person with my own struggle, working day and night, studying late nights and early mornings, travelling to St. Stephen's College in university specials, doing my research with meagre resources, and studies in law (LL.B.); all with hard work. My mother was a great support to me. Many a times she would accompany me to the examination centers. Thanks my Mama, up in heaven. My mother died of cancer, a bit too young, several years ago. At that time there was no treatment for cancer. My father died in a hit-and-run accident on Makar Sankranti many years back. The loss of my parents has been eternally painful for me and I remember them every day and seek their forgiveness for not listening to a few of their advices. My father was my strength, and at a time when misogyny existed and women were ignored, my father Sh. Jaswant Rai ji gave me full support to study and be self-reliant.
If I'm gone, do not grieve. Just remember that here was a lady full of life. Quintessentially courageous, defeated the mightiest through legal means. She was sensitive, emotional, loving, caring, giving positivity, hope and courage to all. Let's celebrate my life with beautiful pictures on 'Google Images'; of 35 years of my professional journey as an educationist to a media personality. I am not saying 'goodbye to you', because I do not know about the next day. Be prepared for anything. Life is transient, between birth and death.
With best wishes, love and regards.
𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐦 𝐌𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐣𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐡
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